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Some of my poems, some are depressed some are love
Eternal Sleep

It calls my name inside my head.
It makes me ache and yearn for more.
It eats away my tortured soul.

Am I a fool, too blind to see?
Am I a figment, so unreal?
Is there no heart inside of me?
Can I go on in this abyss?

The devil tempts me with his tongue,
moments of pleasure, full of scorn.
He needs my soul to feel alive,
he needs my body to survive.

I yield to him and bow my head.
He is my master, I am his slave.
Surrender totally to him,
he gets to have the best of me.

I eat and breathe, but there's no life.
I'm just a shell, nothing inside.
Nothing to grieve, nothing to love.
No one who cares, no one to hold.

The pain is spreading through my veins.
It burns like fire, melts me away.
Oceans of hatred swallow me up,
fresh tasting blood burns in my throat.

The gates of Hell have opened up.
The house of pain is now my home.
Flesh eating demons take me alive.
I close my eyes, hope to survive.

But what is hope in this inferno?
It has no meaning, no good intentions.
There's no way out, I'm in too deep
and so I chose eternal sleep...

If Only

As I lie awake and think about you,
The sadness starts to shine.
I think of ways to mend my broken heart,
but nothing comes to mind.

If only you were here to hold me tight
when things get tough,
to tell me it's gonna be alright,
to look at me and say your number one.

If only I could turn back time
and keep you away from all that harm,
if only I could tell you, one last time,
how much I love you.

If only we could laugh and make it like it was before
if only I could bring you back for just a little more.

All I want to hear you say is you're my little girl,
the way it used to be. The way we laughed, the way we cried.

If only I could turn back time

Sweet Dreams

For my love,

Last night as I lay sleeping,
A vision came to me.
It was of you and I,
A wondrous sight to see.
And in the dream I had,
I reached and touched your face
I clasped your hand in mine,
And felt your warm embrace
I pressed my lips to yours,
To taste your kiss so sweet
You held me for a minute,
In this moment that did fleet.
I wakened from the dream,
With a thought of you that stayed
With me throughout the day,
And never once did fade.


Love is when I met you and I saw your shining face, I knew you were the one; I knew it to be true. I called your name and you came to me, you said my darling I love you and I'll always stay with you. When you came to me, I did not know what to say, I was speechless and then I finally said; you are the one, the one for me. I knew it was meant, but now it's all fate. You make me so happy when I am around you. You carry me always and I love you for that. You think of me often and I'll always be there, to repay you for that kindness I knew would be there. You showed me the path that I knew I should take, and by your example, I left it to fate. I left it to fate to take me with you; I'll always be there, for I am devoted to you. I am devoted to you because of that promise I plan to make. I will be there when you need me and you will be there when I fall. I will stand by you and you will keep me strong. I will laugh with you and you will cry with me. I will leave it to fate, for I know it's all true. I know you are the one, the one for me. I will be there to repay that kindness and example that you once showed me.

Her Touch

A gentle brush of her fingers,
Sending shivers down my spine.
In the love I see in her eyes,
Is a love that equals mine.

She greets me with a smile,
And leaves me with a kiss.
If she were to ever leave me,
I couldn't imagine what I'd miss.

Maybe it's her touch,
Or the way she makes me feel.
But whatever it is,
I'm head over heels....

I Love You

You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

Me and You

I had a feeling that I would meet you gurl
I knew something was missing in my world
I knew before I saw you had a pretty face
I want to see your wonderful place
Dump your boyfriend, who treats you fowl
With your smile, you drive me wild
Funny thing how we met in the candy shop
My heart was racing, making my veins want to pop
You had a sexy voice, when I said hey to you
You had a heart and soul that was true blue
It was cute that your favorite character is Daffy
You're sweet like my favorite flavor of laffy taffy
You had soft, free hair
Just looking at you makes me fall off the stairs
When I asked you out and said please
You said yes and you was the girl of my dreams
I knew from the start we would go far
I see your graceful body in the stars
I knew you are going to be my future wife
I knew you was the only thing I love in my life

Would anyone notice

If tommorow comes and the coffee isn't made,
would anyone notice that I wasn't here.

If you go to get a shirt and find it isn't clean,
would you just think that I was being mean?
Would you check out the window to see if my car was here,
or would you just think that I was somewhere near?
And when dinner was not on time,
would you look for me to tell me,
you just committed a crime!
And when you had to cook for yourself,
would you wonder why she's not on time.

And when the phone rings to talk to momma,
would you wonder why she didn't answer,
or would you just blame her for yet another crime?
When night comes, would you say a prayer,
or would you just lie there and stare.

Then the next day comes and you find I'm still not here,
would you shed a tear?
Would you ask yourself, maybe I should have called her more.

Or would you just say, she's probably at the store.

And when you finally see that I'm gone for good,
would you miss me or wonder why I left?

Nobody ever notices, until it's too late
then it's the tears that make you hurt so bad.

For you knew this day would come,
yet you never prepared.

You say that she knew I loved her,
but did she really?
Did you pick up the phone when she needed you,
or were you just too busy to listen to her pain?
Were you ever proud of her,
did you tell her?
Or did you say, she knew I loved her.

Did you ever call to say how's your day mom?
Do you question now,
what could I have done to make her feel better?
Took her out somewhere nice or brought her a flower
just to show her that you love her.

And be a better husband and listen to her more.

Now it's too late, but you have one more chance....
now you can send her flowers and they can sit on her grave,
she won't get to smell them or find a pretty vase
yet it may make you feel better.

You see she was always there, to listen,
to care and to love with her whole Heart.

And she will leave you all with that,
she left here with footsteps on her Heart.


Run my small child
Through the bloody fields
Weave around the dead bodies
But never slow down
Beware of the cannons and bullets
Run until you can run no more
Don't cry my small child
Let me die here
Slowly and painfully
I do not worry about me
You must not let your fate be like mine
This is why I tell you
Run, Run, Run
Until your feet are red and burning
Until you can no longer hear the cries
Until the pain of it all slowly fades
Be strong and be brave
Grow up to be a leader
Ever persistent in your missions
Restore sanity among the nations
Make me proud, my child
But for now just run...

Loves Sad Song

Tears I cry in this endless dream
Pain I feel flows like a waterfall into the
river's stream
I hear the tune of sorrow and despair
Forever alone in this dark place
love does not live there

Love quit me, I did not quit him
Memories of sweet moments and what could have been
He sung this song as he walked towards the door, "I don't want to know you or see you anymore."

I cried and pleaded and asked "Was it me?"
He said, " you and I were just not meant to be." He left me alone with rage, anger, and pain. How could something so sweet be so vain?

"Don't cry my dear we can still be friends."
I let out a sigh and told him that this is the end. At that exact moment I felt as is I wanted to die, because everything he ever told me was a lie.

Pieces of my hear began to shatter even more, as I saw him walk out the door. Don't know where to start or where to began. To pick up the pieces so my heart can mend


Tears falling down my cheak,
whats happining to me?
I used to be so strong,
but lately I feel so weak.
all the stress brings me down,
It gives me no choice,
I cant seem to speak my mind,
I just can't find my voice.
more cuts end up on my wrist,
something else I got to hide,
besides the smile I used to have,
but now it's hid behind,
the other part of me,
the person I pretend to be,
so you dont see my tears,
I fight all my fears,
I can't show emotion,
so I store it all inside,
but It builds up,
I breakdown,
I have to cut myself to let it all out.
The pills numb my pain,
puts the stress off to the side,
and when I bleed it all out,
I feel better inside.

The World as I Know It

Without them, without my friends
I'm afraid the world will end
They have helped me survive
They have kept me alive
And what have I done in return?
Nothing but hurt them, time and time again
I wish it was different, I truly do
But I think the world i know, it will finally end
For only if I ever lost them, I would do what I could
If only so I could be with them again...
I would follow them to the end
Then bring them back again
I would owe them that much
And if I were to unable to make this trip
Then in my mind all I would hear is the sound of a snip
For my conscience would tell me, it was all my doing
and I'm afraid that would be my undoing
Without my family, without my friends
I'm afraid my world would end

Without Her
Without her my world is red
Without her my heart is dead
I need her to survive
And she needs me to feel alive
We do what we can to meet each other
For if we didn’t, then it would bother
Us so much, it would last
Until we meet again, when we would have a blast
Some people don’t realize we are in love
I would compare it to a pair of doves
If i ever lost her, all i would see is red
For my anger would take me over and my veins would fill with lead
Without her the world is red
Without her my heart is dead

Truth & Love
The truth is all we have,
The love is all we need
For without them, we cannot live
But with them we are never truly free
People think that love is rational
I believe that love can free you, for it is irrational
Should there be a limit on love?
Is there ever too old or too young?
If someone ever falls in love then they are truly alive.
Why should we stop, why shouldn’t we love?
Cause its wrong according to those above?
I will continue, I will fight
Because I know in my heart that this is right.

Love is magic
Love is a lie
It keeps us going until we die,
Without it I wouldn’t last,
And without her
I fear I would die in a flash
My hunger for love
Is unable to be fulfilled,
It is like the freedom of a dove
For it is never truly trapped
Within a cage,
Because love will always find a way
Without them, without my friends
I'm afraid my world would end,
For we need love to keep us going,
And without them,
My world would turn to red,
And then I would truly know what it’s like to be dead.
Without love my world is red
Without her my heart is dead

more to come people.... these are in chronological order though with the top being the most recent... so u can clearly see how my mood has changed since last summer.... i may post my stories on here at some point as well


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